Friday, February 11, 2011

Withdrawal

Withdrawal.  That ugly thing that addicts fear and try to avoid at all costs.  Yes.  I am in the midst of a case of it as I type.  I'm tired.  My thinking is scattered and it's difficult to try to focus on any one thing at a time.  I can't sleep.  When I close my eyes, I can see the object of my addiction and my thumb begins to move in a motion it's done hundreds of times each and every day. It seems so real, I smile and the anxiety leaves.  Except that when I open my eyes there is nothing there.  Only my hands.  Just once.  Just once let it work for me again.  *tries again* It STILL doesn't work.

 The iTouch is SO addictive.  Mine died the day before yesterday. *sigh*